for i love youdear God.my companion.my dear friend and saviour.
i feel lonely,full sins,ungrateful, and disobedient.
i know it's horrible to say that,
but i really feel left alone.
i hear how many people promise me to be there,
if i need them,but somehow..
i doubt.because they are humans,limited in their capacity.
i tried most of them in little situations,
they didn't keep their word..
i see the point in living ,
i see that it's the only thing i have
been given and can't give away.
my life is solely mine.the most amazing gift.
i recognize the interior strength,
which you blessed me with.
i am grateful for the soft heart,
which complements my mind.
despite of the grace i see and the need i feel
i'm still miles away from you.
and you are the most important.
please,be close to me,i need you.
i could survive even if i lost everyone i have,but you.
but i couldn't when i have soo many around me,but you.
i hear the never ending appeal
with every blood drop in me,i feel it.
your house is calling
sun of my lifethank you for all the sleepless nights,you spent by my bed.
thank you for all the sacrifices,you did for my sake.
thank you for not telling me off,when i hurt you most and made you upset.
thank you for every word you prayed for me in silence.
thank you for every time, you spent a thought reflecting about my wellbeing.
thank you for every worry you felt for me.
thank you for your protection and security.
thank you for how you raised me,saved me from tears,kept evil away.
thank you for listening to me,every time i wanted to share.
thank you for giving me all the beneficial advice.you always did your best.
thank you for the warm food on the table,ready for me.
regardless of whatever happened,you made my day.
when i come home,your beautiful smiling face with the big brown eyes greets me.
thank you for showing me the complete image of love in all it's goodness.
thank you for your simplicity and devotion.
thank you for all the little and big things,showing me that you care.
dedicationi'm soo grateful,for you being there.
i'ts a blessing!
you gave up soo much to see me happy.
how could i ever thank you enough?
my most precious- my heart -i would give you without hesitation.
not the poetic one,but my real blood-filled heart.
or anything you need..
and i love my life and cling to it!
it's the only god given gift,which is mine and belongs solely to me.
as you risked your life for me,so many innumerable times,
i would give you mine ..any time.
since we have been one,you protected and loved me.
with the goodness of your heart,the clearness of your mind.
the devotion of your love.
how am i ever to give back a fraction of all that?!
you are surely the best part of my life,the most valuable,most beautiful.
when i say 'i love you' it's not revealing all i feel.
it's a tiny expressible sentence from the lot of inexpressible in me.
hommage a toi,mon amieamong humans there are angels without wings,
and siblings your mother didn't give birth to.
thank you for being both to me.
i love you for god's and your sake.
in my eyes,your life is among the most precious,
the most noble.
you found the path,without being born into it.
you try to be good.and the better you are.
a big heart in a fragile body.
a strong mind behind an innocent face.
i love you.
i wish there would be more people like you.
a second of repentancelife is short and worthless,
but in your love it gains worth.
my closest friend!
i want to love you
more than anyone loved you before!
i see how good you are to me
and how bad i am to you.
how are you ever to forgive me?
you saved my heart,mind,my life.
you gave me everything i have.
you are the king,everlasting in eternal reign.
i am the servant,neverlasting in infinite devotion.
you are the powerful,i am the powerless.
guide me back.for i love you most!
the journey 3what did he loose,he who found you?
what did he find,he who lost you?
in the darkness of the night,
in the brightness of the day,
he has a saviour.
whether in desert or in heaven,
you are with him.
so please,be with me!
i am in need of your company!
how am i to question you,
and no one is as dependent as me?
make my tears dry and my wounds heel.
help me to find the way.
ease it for me.
mercifully bless me with your love.
the journey 2im walking a long path.
in burning sun.
nowhere to hide.
beyond the horizon.
one day i will arrive.
the journey 1I am looking for the truth.
i am trying to find out,
what made me be myself,
no one else.
i am looking for the answer.
i am trying to find out,
why the world is,
what made her be.